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A lil bit late... but no probs i think... coz now just da first day of fasting month ramadhan =)
I wanna say...

Happy Ramadhan to all...
Happy fasting
May god bless us till the end of this month,
and we will reborn as a holy, pure human being...
Amiinn...

Atas Segala Lisan Yang Tak Terjaga
Atas Segala Janji yang Tak Terpenuhi
Ataupun Perilaku Yang Pernah Menyakitkan
Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Batin
Marhaban Ya Ramadhan Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa
(quoted from friend's email)

Eniwei...m not fasting today hihihi...
Lucky i was born as a woman so i get the day off =)

Well...
Melihat...
Menimbang...
Dan akhirnya memutuskan...

Hiatus...
Hiatus...
Hiatus...

Bukannya ikut2an latah...tapi...
i never touch my blog since long time ago...
n...
Hiatus....

Zzzz.......zzzz.....zzz....

I am Back
 
well i arrived in indonesia again last night...
glad to be here again but....
miss Korea so much , specially my room...hehehe...

i'll write again later...
but as you see my last post, there's a trouble to open blogspot in korea

so....

Everybody is leaving...hikz...hikz...hikz...



Everybody is going back home...*huhuhu*
My fiendz, one by one...and later only few peeps going to stay including me...
Hikz so...lonely...

Now i imagine my last winter vacation...it was so damn horrible...

Do'a Untuk Orang Tua

Ya Allah,
Rendahkanlah suaraku bagi mereka,
Perindahlah ucapanku di depan mereka.
Lunakkanlah watakku terhadap mereka dan
Lembutkanlah hatiku untuk mereka.

Ya Allah,
Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya
Atas didikan mereka padaku dan
Pahala yang besar
Atas kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,
Peliharalah mereka
Sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku.

Ya Allah,
Apa saja gangguan yang telah mereka rasakan,
atau kesusahan yang mereka derita karena aku,

atau hilangnya sesuatu hak mereka karena perbuatanku,
jadikanlah itu semua
Penyebab rontoknya dosa-dosa mereka,
Meningginya kedudukan mereka dan
Bertambahnya pahala kebaikan mereka dengan perkenan-Mu, ya Allah
sebab hanya Engkaulah
yang berhak membalas kejahatan dengan kebaikan berlipat ganda.

Ya Allah,
Bila magfirah-Mu telah mencapai mereka sebelumku,
Izinkanlah mereka memberi syafa'at untukku.
Tetapi jika magfirah-Mu lebih dahulu mencapai diriku,
Maka izinkahlah aku memberi syafa'at untuk mereka,

sehingga kami semua berkumpul
Bersama dengan santunan-Mu
di tempat kediaman yang dinaungi kemulian-Mu, ampunan-Mu serta
rahmat-Mu.

Sesungguhnya Engkaulah
yang memiliki Karunia Maha Agung,
serta anugerah yang tak berakhir dan
Engkaulah yang Maha Pengasih Diantara semua pengasih.


KH. Abdullah Gymnastiar

Mum...miss u...
What r u doing now?
i can feel ur prayer in every single step that i take...
Please forgive me, coz sometimes i hurt ur heart *huhuhu...*
N thanks to "make" me like this... without you i won't be here...

God, please give me chances to make her happy...make her dream come true...
n Give happiness in the rest of her live....
Amin.....

But Mum...i'll be at home in July not in June...i hope its okay for you...hope so...

mY cOmP iS bRoKeN LiKe mY HeArT



Huhuhu...my comp is broken...why it happens now...
No one knows how i need it...huhuhu...
Fortunately Henny's presentation file could be saved this morning, if it didnt i would no longer exist in this world with the feeling of guilty.
Thank you Hadi...You r my savior, do you know that??!!

Tomorrow I have korean Exam... n' i havent studied yet...
why m zo...damn lazy...hiks...
n i have another report due to this friday.
Also bonus job from my prof to collect all da Hwarang picture in one CD...
Aswad... i really hope you can help me...please bro...!!!!

Korean is my last class, my last exam, with all AUF students...
Friday i'll have farewell party with all Hwarang members, but in da morning i'll go to Dejon to extend my visa...
Saturday i'll teach at 3 pm like usual
n Sunday The Malaysians will have a flight to come back home...hiks...I'll miss you...

Today i received a pack of chocolate from my manito who i dun know... How sweet you are my lovely manito...
But you remain me that i havent given sumthin to my manito...huhuhu...
So tomorrow i have to go to the Student center n buy sumthin for my manito, n return my prof's book...

Enaugh for today...m stress nowadays...huhuhu

My Luvly Room

Fffuuuhhhh.....i just cleaned it...Watz inside???Lets see....

1. My Desk...where i put all my stuffs...it's a lil bit messy in d pic, but i clean it everytime (=^^=)
2. My blue bed... with 1 big blanket, 2 pillows, 9 dolls (gw sok imut yah ^^* )sometimes i make it messy with my books...i prefer study on it than on my desk...hiya...bad habit...
3. My cupboard, i open it everytime 'coz i hang some of my clothes outside.y? its too high for me to reach the hanger inside so...like what u see...
4. The view outside my window...there are two basketball courts, n man's dorms overthere...if you feel bored just look out my window...u can feel different after that...better or worse depend on you hihihihi...but its natural view...i like to see peoples who play basketball in d afternoon...

My room is in the third floor but its like in the first floor coz the entrance is in the same floor with my room.o yeah the room number is 304 n phone number (041)530-8459 but u just can call the four last number if u r inside my campus...c'mon who wants to call me??? hahahaha...
If you come out from my room n turn left, u'll find d toilet in the left side, exactly next to my room... go straight u'll find a big dispenser and a lounge with two vending machines inside. And in front of my room there's a pantry with a microwave, to cook ramyon (noodles)...every weekend i do it...hehehehe
My roommate? 2 koreans and 1 Uzbekistan gals...they are all nice...
I like my room so much coz i think its the cleanest room among all...hihihi...n m very proud of it...

Ups...i have final exam tomorrow...n i havent studied yet...lazy bow...but i'll try to study now...so c ya..........

"The Letter"

Dear our lovely Professor and "Dad",

Thank you very much...
We also hope we can finish all the remain final exam successfully.

But actually it's a kinda funny to me...we had graduation ceremony already before finish all our exams,hahahaha...Even one of the professors told me"are u sure u can can pass the exam n graduate?"...its scary me a lot....
But i think its because of time and some of us will comeback soon, so Int'l office arrange it earlier than its supposed to be.

So...from now on, 1 more week n this semester will end...
Hmph...so sad if i remember that, what i am doing now is counting the days...and making wonderful memories as much as i can...
umm...i dun like to be so mellow...but this time really make me sentimental...
Ok'kay be strong... specially friends from malaysia who will come back soon...
Mak cikS and Pak cikS... i luv you all...
You are all nice and can be crazy friends of mine, what i didnt think before.
You left something "special" in my heart...in my mind...that i would never forget...
I really hope i can go to Malaysia...n meet you again...!!!! *nangis*

Prof...because m planning to extend my visa one more month with henny...so i hope we can gather again before you leave...ok'kay...please....

All my best wishes for all of us... May God bless us today, tomorrow, and for the rest of our life with happiness, healthiness, and prosperity, so we can really make something to help others...for the peace...Amin...

Love

Upi

I am lazy

Dunno...why m so damn lazy nowadays...aduh...berasa banget lagi malasnya...ga tanggung tanggung...all i wanna do is just sleep...and sleep...*muka bantal* hihihi....
As you know, this is the last week of this sem, it means that this week is the Final exam week, also means that i have to study hard n make a good report, just if i want to get good grade....sapa seh yg ga mau good grade cuma malasnya itu ga bs kompromi, jeleknya pas final pula...wwwuuuiiihhhh....gemessssss!!!!!!!!

m a lil bit worry 'bout my grade this sem...m too lazy this sem...always come late, prepare my report in one night, just chat all d time...ffuhhhh....what a bad student i am...not so bad...hihihihi...there are some students who are lazier than me...but in d beginning of this sem...no one can imagine how diligent i am.hihihi *puji ale*
m afraid my grade wont be as good as last semester, n my university will know, n where will i hide my face?????? Terrible...terrible...coz they knew my first grade already...gimana yah menyembunyikan nilai gw yg jelek...please help me!!!

Upi...upi...c'mon...dun be so lazy.... ;(

Naik...naik...kepuncak gunung...tinggi...tinggi sekali....



Yesterday was a very wonderful day... Do u wanna know why?? Nop??!!! :(

Well...we climbed the mountain, me, my professor, my AUF friends, and Korean friends...
dunno the name of de mountain...forgot!!! uummm...maybe Gwangdoksan... but it's not far from my school, just take around 45 min to get there.

It was very fun...

At first i didnt enjoy at all. its very hard for me to climb the steep mountain...sampe2 pala gw yg nyut-nyutan gitu...tenggorokan kering karena haus n gw nafas dr mulut. i was thinking why i have to do this kind of thing, its better if i just stay in my room n sleep hihihi... But before we start, professor told us to choose 1 Korean to become our buddy. we called it manito...so i chose 1 korean guy, his name is Parkhyungki.He is the president of HWARANG, a peace organization, where i join in. but before i asked one guy already to help me while climbing.his name is Sejin...so i have two manito!!!hahaha...feels like princess with two bodyguard...thanks guys...
i have to thank them a lot...coz they never leave me though we left behind n became too late to reach the mountain....because of me...sorry ^^*
i almost gave up...but to see there were many ajuma and kids around me n they are stronger than me so...i decided to continue....
and...finally...after a long...journey i reached the top...n my record is the FIRST from behind...hahaha...

Right after i reached the mountain...we had lunch together with the most delicious kimbab and chocolate in de world.yummy...yummy...

after that...we went down...now i was in front of all...even i left my manito...hiya...m really unthankful person. its easier to go down than climb...but after a while... i lose my power n left behind the first group...but still there were many student behind me...
So we waited d second group and walked together....

in d middle of the way we found a small river n dunno whose idea...we went down there and got wet together...even they thrown me in d water twice coz i didnt wanna get wet... hate you all...hahaha....but it's what i called very fun... i also forced others to get in d water...hahahaha....n we fought each other in d water...very fun... unforgetable...
specially we did this with Professor...but that time professor didnt exist...all of us are friends...

One more interesting thing...there's a Buddhist temple there...n we went inside the complex.i saw a big bell and big gold buddhist statue...great experience...

we arrived in d school again around 5.30 with wet body... tired day but wonderful...

actually this is my second time to climb the mountain in Korea, i did before with my Korean friend...n it's also unforgetable coz that time we got lost when we went down....hahahaha....i always smile if i remember that time...

Oooohh....why Korean really enjoy climb the mountain, just get tired...reach the top of the mountain, see the beautiful scenery, take a picture, have lunch there...uummm...yeah...its fun....when u reach the top and eat something in a starving condition...whatever you eat is the most delicious food in the world...

n the most important thing is i still have one promise to climb the mountain with my korean friend, the one that i went to mountain for the first time with....

ok upi...fighting...do exercise...so will not feel pain in ur leg...hihihi coz thats the main problem actually....n the first time it took a week to cure from my pain...fortunately today...i just feel a lil bit pain even this morning i still can played badminton....

ok...go upi...go...

Don't understand

I don't understand d world...
I don't understand d people...
Is that so easy to change d thinking ???
Just act n u will win d world, right ???
Me is me...like what u see...
I dont need to be looked good in everyone eyes...
n lie to my self...

Me is me...like what u see

Fffuuuhhhh.....Bingung......

Hiks...hiks...I feel so...sad!!! 3 more weeks this sem will end.It means that i'll be apart with my international friends whom i get along with(having fun together,nyontek bareng,karoke-an bareng,bcanda bareng,ah pokoknya yg ada bareng2nya deh...), it's also the time for me to leave the country where i've been stay for the recent 10 months. Frankly...i dont wanna leave,i like to be here.But whatever the reason i have to go back to indonesia....One for sure that i'll miss everything here...everything...*gw nangis*

Well...m planning to stay 1 more month longer.But it cost a lot.Then my account is almost empty coz i spent it for eating, buying and walking a lot... bukan salah gw khhaannn...*muka innocent*
Or maybe go to Japan? i found a cheap trip to japan by ship, but not to Tokyo...(179rb won...murraahhh ggaaa ssseeehhhh...????!!!!)trus tambah biaya bikin visa...plus uang jalan n makan n bla bla bla...Wuih...mahal maaaaakkkk.....
Or maybe go to China? My friend invited me to come to his country...i'll tell him to send me airplane ticket...hihihi klo gw dah kagak punya muka...
Or just go back to Indonesia, trus duitnya dipake buat blanja-blanji...(hhhiihh...ga seru...) I have nothing to do in Indonesia yet... :( pulang jadi pengangguran...ooogggaaahhhh....
Does someone have any other idea or help me to make a decision....klo ada yg mo ngasih duit seh lbh aseek lagee...*mupeng*
Aaaarrrrggghhhhh......pusing.....bawaannya pengen marah...ajah...Keep away from me!!!!!

When i called to my family, they really want me to go back...*terharu* m so damn meaningful for them...kkk...they always ask the same question everytime i call..."When r u going back home?" The question that i hate the most coz i dunno the answer...gw cuma bisa nyengar nyengir and answer "As soon as possible lah mum..." with fully hesitation...n finger cross at my back...forgive me mum...maap..maap...emak n sodara sodariku yg tercinta di indonesia...*jayus* ^^* So what else that i can say...i couldnt say that i wanna stay longer or i will hurt them...hiks...ooohhh...thanks...m totally confused...anyway...

Today is a very glummy day...
No sun shines since morning and a little bit cold.
It makes me want to sleep under my warm blanket
and think about the rest of my time in Korea.
My heart is also glummy...no sun shines at all...
Sometimes i feel that i hate everyone around...
I just wanna be alone...

Fuuuuhhhhh.......

After almost 2 weeks i didn't touch my blog, today i made something special :)
But i lost my comment box... its ok!!!

Something terrible happened today. I just now that i have presentation next wednesday...
Aaaarrrggghhhhh.... i want to enjoy the day off tomorrow...but howcome...

Do you wanna know who is the special person that i have to present about?
A China's Dictator, Mao Tze Tung

Tomorrow my friend will go to the mountain with my professor and i will just stay here, sit in front of computer, read books that i dont even wanna know, enjoy the music that i listen everyday, eat noodles, somewhat chatting, clean my room, talk to anyone, so boring...

Sibuk....sibuk....sibuk.... :-(

17th OPEN HOUSE of SUNMOON UNIVERSITY

Hore...akhirnya gw bs menikmati coto makassar...hihihi

Alias indomie rasa coto makassar... gw baru dapat kiriman dari tmn. Wuiihhh senangnya...

Eh, tau ga klo gw tuh bawa indomie tiga dos gitu kesini...so ada sekitar hundreds pack of indomie... n udah gw habisin semua...nah lo??

Finally... i got this book

Yesterday i went to Chonan with Henny 'n Santi.It's a shopping day...not the last one coz there will be another days...like today!!! we'll go to Seoul this morning with The Malaysian and Sean (Korean) as our guide. We r planning to go to Yongsan (one of the electronic centre in Seoul) to find digital camera. Me...??!! i dunno yet wether i buy or not. I just wanna go to the book store and find some books.
Uppsss... i almost forget to tell you that yesterday i bought many books...they are TOEFL books(hiks...expensive), Bridget Jones's Diary(Ooohh... i love it so much), and one more story book in english. But i envy Santi's books...i want them...so i'll find it in seoul!!! or just take santi's book instead hihihi...(santi keep ur book in a save place ok...)
Actually i wanted to buy more books like Harry Potter 3&4 so i can complete my collection one by one, but santi didnt let me... she said i will not have time to read, even the books that i bought already...and i replied "just to put them on my shelf." and santi think that it's the fooliest thing that i've ever done. So i decided not to buy the books...not today...but i'll buy before i come back... n read them in Indonesia hihihi...
'Bout my Bridget Jones's Diary book, i love that book... i was searching that book since i watched the movie. Actually it's all because of the movie...i like the story coz it's not about a beautiful woman, though it's fiction but the story is very real i mean it could be happen to someone for example me hihihi...
So...that's all folks...